Tuesday, June 28, 2011

...reality sets in

The final reverely, took place this morning. My girls were awakened by the knocking on the door at 5 something in the morning for swim practice. What a care giver I am, I slept through the whole thing. They rallied and got out of the door within 5min.

4 days of camp has worn everyone out. Ben had a meltdown trying to get his sliders on before baseball practice/scrimmage...he just cried and cried. It was all my fault because I didn't bring him in early enough to cool down. When he took out his bike, I told him he should be inside. Outside was way to too tempting, so he stayed out. I helped him get dressed as he's bawling, I told him to act like a man. Bad mistake on my part. I wasn't being fair to a 10yr old, to let him finally release some tears after 3 months. Ben's teacher told me it would happen in an unexpected way...I think he finally let something out. He apologized to me as I dropped him off at practice. I apologized as well, told him how much I love him. I've got to get my shit together, spiritually and physically, so I can help guide my boy. I feel sorry for my sister Pam..her meltdown with three girls will be catastrophic:)

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