....so, the health insurance had been cancelled. I had an 11:30 appointment that was only supposed to last 20min. I got out of there going on 1:00, totally freaked out. Ben and I haven't been covered for awhile now. I like our agent, whom I've never met until today. She is fiesty. When I told her I had to leave her office and decompress, she said..not in your car, go straight home and keep Ben off any monkey bars. Damn I was in bad shape.Insurance sucks..you need it but it has so many variables. It was the variables that cancelled our policy. No details needed, but before I left her office, I turned to her, looked her straight in the eye and told her to fight for us. She said, I've got weapons. 4:30 I get a call..we're covered. Frigging bad day.
Granted, a new policy could have been formed, but, since the old one, I now have high blood pressure and anxiety ...she was worried about underwriting, whatever that means. I was only concerned about Ben..I need to protect him and for the good part of the day, I thought I failed.
The golf course changed looks today. I took the boys back to Earl May to buy more sand. I laid down the anti-weed cloth. They finally finished the sand trap...from what I hear..it's hard to get out of:)
I realize I will have more snafus as I plod along and I realize everyone has their own lives, but, these days I don't call to chat...I need help...thank-you mom for answering before you left for your appointment:) You calmed me, and I love you:)
Life is good.
Barbie... I listen to your stories and I feel your anxieties... I think I would be the same...I hope you feel the love and strength from your friends and that helps to lift you up in the tough times... I'm sure the road ahead is full of "bumps"... but I feel like you have the knowledge and strength to get through... believe in yourself... REALLY you are an awesome parent... I can tell just from your posts... Love ya girlie!
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