...I suck at being a widow

I think I'm a slow learner. Yesterday, was 6 months... clueless to where that time went, or any meaningful conversations I may have had, or any real progress I've made. It's all been a temporary memory loss...except for Ben. Don't get me wrong, my turtle paces are moving. My tax extension is almost complete. I spent 5hrs today figuring out Jack's estimated tax payments he made. Got it done at 4:45pm.