...off the radar

My thoughts, recently, have put me in a recluse kind of way. My brain can be my worst enemy. I made a doctor's appointment for the beginning of December...just need to get through November. I lost a friend on November 3rd, it will be two years. Ben's 11th birthday will be on the 6th, that will be hard. Jack totally celebrated the day of his birth. Jack's birthday is on the 25th, right after Thanksgiving...ouch on my heart and soul.