I think my new life has been a hiccup,good days and bad days. I had some great moments on the phone...but the hiccups got in the way. I'm not even sure if that is the correct way to spell a hiccup. I made a concoction of tabasco sauce and grape kool-aid,,,it should have been something acidic. It was a small sip...yet I immediatately puked...before I made it to the bathroom. That is gross, yet true. Note to self...we need orange juice. I used to make it for Jack, when he had the hiccups, cured them everytime.
Jack's birthday is coming up..I'm dreading that day. That thin line between love and hate is ever so present, Ben and I still need him.
I will probably continue to have hiccups, in this first year, yet, hopefully, I'll grow.
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