I had no energy to blog last night, completely zapped. I had a hard enough time driving home yesterday without nodding off.
Ben went golfing this morning..imagine that.
Tonight, Ben and I went to school open house to meet the teacher and drop off school supplies, even though I know his teacher quite well. I still had to introduce myself to her...just for fun. It was great visiting all of Ben's prior teachers and seeing parents, but I held in some angst. This was my first back to school without Jack. He used to always give me a small talk before we went to school, about talking way too long with everyone. Ironically, after he hurried me along, he was the one who got into the conversations. I missed him tonight, it was something new.
Holiday's never meant too much to Jack, he always thought it was a Hallmark conspiracy. Ben and school were a totally different matter, I felt loss tonight.
Ben has his last tee time tomorrow before school starts the next day. I'm so ready, honestly, Ben is excited too.
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