Since school started, I find myself concentrating on Ben's needs...not my own, like the adult stuff. We have definately become closer, Ben and I, but we need to wean our dependance of each other, and it will be okay if we do. Don't get me wrong, I love my boy, despite all the things that make me angry or any of his teachers who get or got frustrated with him...he's still a good boy.I just need to quit worrying about him so much and maybe worry about myself more...easier said then done.
I'm going to post a song that has nothing to do with this conversation, except for the title I wrote for this blog. This song has stuck in my mind. It's a beautiful song based on unrequited love and letting someone go..but it can also mean so much more, if you think outside the box. We all have time and we need to grab that brass ring on the merry-go-round when we have the chance. I've got friends who are doing that as I write...very proud of them.
I should probably start taking my own advice that I give Ben...if you're going to talk the talk...walk the walk. I've got to get out of my baby shoes... they're starting to feel too small, someone needs to pull the pacifier out of my mouth, so I can grasp reality.
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