Chasing Cars

"If I lay here. if I just lay here, would you lie with me and just forget the world."

Today was a hard day.

Dear Jack,
Okay, you've been gone awhile. You can come back now or just wake me up. We miss you and we need you. I need you. I wasn't done with you yet. When I was at my lowest, you were the one to hold me up and keep me going. Just come back...I promise I will never get mad when the toilet seat is up, especially at 3am, when my butt ends up in the water. Lately, I feel like I'm just chasing cars.