Recovering from an anxiety attack always takes a good 1-2 days...just as it takes that long for the onset. I need to learn control over my mind and body. My mind gets overdirected, which manifests into real physical symptoms, not a fun gig.
I truly believe in earth angels..for me they're real, even though I can't see them. I also believe in earth angels that I can see. People that I know, who have gone out of their way with love, support and true concern over Ben and myself's well being. It's been pretty powerful.
Last night, dinner was at my house for the family. Steph and her husband Doug, stopped by for a little social. Before they left she said she had something to give me.
In college, I was a member of this remarkable group of women, my sorority sisters. We are Pi Beta Phi. Time and distance doesn't diminish the bond that was forged so many years ago. We have a habit of picking up where we left off.
Since Jack died, Steph called upon our sisters to help provide the means to take Jack's ashes wherever Ben and I decided to spread them. That was what Jack wanted.
I love you girls, my Pi Phi angels...my angels on earth:) We are sisters of the wine and silver blue..always.TTF
Isn't that the best part of angels...to appear just when you need it?
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