...unfortunate series of events

I would like a re-do. Had to be a part of 911 coming down my street in front of my house. Ben wasn't home at the time, but I ran outside to find one of Ben's besties choking on a gobstopper that got lodged in his throat. I kept hearing weird noises, peeked outside and saw my neighbor giving the heimlich to a 13yr old. I freaked the freak. My neighbor was awesome, I contacted his mom and all said in done it was a happy ending...until I stepped foot in my house. I just broke down and cried. Ben's friend never lost breathing, so we knew he would be okay. I just relived the worst morning of my life. 911, cops, answering questions, legs going numb, body in shock. I'm so thankful Ben wasn't home, cuz, once again I would have failed him...by not being with him when he needed me the most. I hugged him tight before bed.