I had two hours without Ben tonight, all time spent on the phone. Many friends calling to find out how I survived my first week of work. A good friend also lost her father today. I may not have utilized my window in the most productive way but that was my choice. My dvr decided it would quit last night, much angst. I wanted to watch the results show of Idol. I play a game with 25 plus people and wanted to give an update today...that didn't happen.This afternoon, Ben wanted to turn our love seat around so he could watch our small kitchen tv, I said no. He ended up grabbing the laptop, to watch Hulu.com.
All said and done, my boy has been tucked in for awhile now. When I needed the laptop, I couldn't find it. I searched frantically for it, kept retracing spots where Ben may have taken it and set it down. I finally found it on it's side, wedged between the couch and a coffee table.
That experience of searching for something threw me off, as I should be in bed. It's been almost 11 months, yet, finally finding what you were looking for flooded back the memories of that morning, when I finally found Jack.
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