...if I could put time in a bottle

...the first thing that I'd like to do...is slow down time. My baby will be turning 11.

Since Jack's death, I've lost some weight, not on purpose.

My sister Debbie, called me yesterday, about her health...it sucks getting old. She got a trifecta, plus one.
After she vented , I listened, gave her my "i should have been a doctor advice", she asked me how I was feeling health wise. I told her fine...she droned on and on how lucky I was for that.  I freaked out and said don't say that, cuz you are jinxing me. I've been paranoid since.

I've somehow lost my cheap Timex watch. It was so old. It's not like I ever ran a marathon. It was perfect for my line of work. It has probably slipped off my wrist, somewhere in my house, dang it Deb, work me through this one.

I still wish I could bottle up my little buddy, and keep him tiny....bottom line, he is an awesome boy. Time goes by so fast..I want to slow it down, what a perfect gift that would be.

I will find my watch...for tonight, it was perfect, not keeping time.